Not an actress

I need a break badly.

After over a month of grinding myself into work, I am reluctantly becoming the mix of ignorance and impudency. Being that is 60% of our job.

Learning how to nod passionately when you don't have a clue what the engineers are talking about - "We have to show that we are on top of everything, HuiYi". How to perform as if you are about to burst into tears of excitement when the boss cracks up a new idea. How to boast about how much we know about wind tunnel studies, when we are not even sure where the prevailing winds are coming from.

All I want is to do my job. And I am not an actress.